Has it really been two years? At times it seems like yesterday, at times it seems like a life time ago. I cannot help but wondering if you had gone on a mission, I would be seeing you any day now. I don't know why I always think of that, but I do. Though I know you are with more than I realize, I hope you know how much I miss you. How often you cross my mind. There are times, when I try to push you aside. Not because I don't love you, but because I don't want to hurt. There are other times I let the hurt wash over me.
I know there are things you wish you could say to me, as there are things I want to say to you. I know you are watching over every member of our family. I appreciate how much love attention you give to mom. She needs it the most. I still pray you spend most of your time with Lindsey. I know you there protecting her and comforting her. I just never want her to hurt again. You would love Matt. I know you were able to meet him in person. I think that is one of life's tender mercies.
As for me and my family, I still have no doubt it is because of you that I am a mother. When I hold Beckham, I smile because I know you held him in Heaven. I know that you are there helping create more miracles.
I miss you. I hope you know that.
With All Of My Love,
Josie
6 comments:
love this. you are a beautiful writer...
This is so sweet Josie. Thank you for sharing your thoughts.
Been thinking of you lately, Jo. You have a wonderful way with words. Much love.
Missing him too. Love you all so much.
Michelle and Kelly
I feel like I know Q through you. Thank you for that. I can't tell you how often he crosses my mind and in return you cross my mind. Love you.
Beautifully written Jo. Those flowers are beautiful too. Miss you!
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